Believe- a song to reward my hard work

I will start to read Chapter 4 from tomorrow on. The book is hard, but to me it is not as hard as to generate enough perseverance and patience to keep reading it.So beside some ice scream and chocolate I think I deserve something good to keep myself from stopping.  I believe that as long as I could keep reading every day then I am sure I will make a progress. Because I understand that I am not smart enough plus my foundation is too light, so I have to contribute 100% or more efforts while others can have the same things done with only 1/10 of the effort.Or maybe I can also put it this way, that compared with many smart people here we didn't start off from the same starting line. So I will consider  many of them as my role models and I try to catch up with them if possible. Sometimes when I am not strong enough, my willpower is weak I really need motivation to keep myself going.