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保留口德给予对方无限希望。我仍然害怕自己忘了这一点而导致成事不足败事有余。正如我老爹当年很装蒜地对我说，我现在学他很装蒜地重复，某种意义上，根本颜面这种东西不是与生俱来就平等的。Reserving judgments is a matter of infinite hope. I am still a little afraid of missing something if I forget that, as my father snobbishly suggested, and I snobbishly repeat, a sense of the fundamental decencies is parcelled out unequally at birth.