well, ....

I do want to keep the child. But she wants too.

My problem is even when she gives two childrten to me,
I will be in a dilemaa:

I have J-1 visa.

The two children are too young. I can not take care of them
wh while working. But if I send them back to China, I almost
no longer be able to go back because of that shit visa....

What should I do?