（原创）That's Just How I Am

我好久没有上坛子来了。今天发现蜀风班班已经退休了，班委会新来了霞风班长——感谢蜀风一直以来的辛勤付出，也欢迎新班长的加入，为唱坛无私奉献！我今天发一首英文送给两位新老班长，也请唱坛的小伙伴们一起听歌！

这首歌是因为在小红书上跟帖闲聊而写成的歌。歌中主人公其实是个男生，但我自己以第一人称唱了女声版的，感觉还不错呢。这是我第一首Indie/Alternative Rock风格的词曲作品，前两天刚写成，没怎么练习，语言和音乐方面都有一些瑕疵。比如，wander发成了wonder，forest把t吞掉了，quiet的t一激动就重了，听起来像d；情绪方面也可以处理得再细腻一些。音乐方面，发声位置还需要改进，有几处节拍太自由了，虽然气息控制比以前好多了，但音准可以再优化，最后倒数第三个“calls out to me"的me也没稳住…… 不管怎么样吧，作为初版demo，我自己也还是很开心的，我居然还唱出了摇滚的撕裂音，LOL，这确实是非常特别的第一次。

今天是三月最后一天，明天就正式进入四月了——April shower brings May flowers，祝大家春日快乐！

Thats Just How I Am

Music/Lyrics/Performed by: Aubrey Morrow 暮子默
Arrangement generated by: Suno

I never look for love in crowds
Never drown in rainy doubts
Alone, I wander, come and go
Never expecting you to come this close

My hidden heart
A misty forest in the dark
I stand in silence
No one can reach my softest part

That’s just how I am
That’s just how I am
When you come, I'll still be right here
When you go, I'll still be right here

That’s just how I am
That’s just how I am
Only one can stir a ripple in my sea
If it’s you, even the ocean wind calls out to me

Not everyone can see that far
The quiet world behind my heart
Not everyone can hear that deep
The echo buried inside of me

That’s just how I am
That’s just how I am
Only one can stir a ripple in my sea
If it’s you, if its you,
Even the ocean wind calls out to me
(Calls out to me)
Calls out to me
(Calls out to me)
Calls out to me
Calls out to me