爸爸五年前心脏病突发离开我们,没见到最后一面,连告别也没有。我难过了很久,唱了很多悲痛的歌。很多歌唱的时候都不熟。那天听到链子贴Big Big World 这首歌,不忍多听,想到我以前也唱过,2017年的二月。
本来我这人习惯选择的健忘,尽量记住愉快的事情,回望时,记忆是片断的,现在想起爸爸已经不难过了只有温暖的怀念,放在心里也不觉得遥远。可决定重唱这首歌,终于第一次完整地听一遍的时候,还是从头到尾,泪流满面,止也止不住。所以到最后能平复下来完整用心把这首歌重唱,对我的意义很大!很珍惜!
I'm a big big girl In a big big world It's not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel That I do do will Miss you much Miss you much I can see the first leaf falling It's all yellow and nice It's so very cold outside Like the way I'm feeling inside I'm a big big girl In a big big world It's not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel That I do do will Miss you much Miss you much Outside it's now raining And tears are falling from my eyes Why did it have to happen? Why did it all have to end? I'm a big big girl In a big big world It's not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel That I do do will Miss you much Miss you much I have your arms around me Warm like fire But when I open my eyes You're gone I'm a big big girl In a big big world It's not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel That I do do will Miss you much Miss you much I'm a big big girl In a big big world It's not a big big thing if you leave me But I do feel I will Miss you much Miss you much
听到若初唱的鸿雁,想到我2016年想念爸爸的那个中秋也唱过鸿雁,就是不知怎么音效成那样的