I totally understand what you are talking about.

I found a job after I graduated and worked for several years. Then I quit my job and was a stay-at-home mom for 3 years. I sent my baby to daycare and went back to work.

It is a challenge for us all the time!

You should try to find a job now, even though it is an entry-leave one. Then you can jump up to higher leavel position. Just keep working hard!!!