Feeling a bit better

Thanks for everyone who bothers to share their thoughts. I have bottled this up for some time and it is so relieving to tell.

I didn't introduce myself because when the courage to write finally came, I seized the moment and went straight to the point.

I was born in the 70s, divorced. I married for love and divorced for lack of love. I still believe in love and won't settle easily.( That's how family and close friends "accused" me of constantly). There are male friends in life that has the potential to turn into boyfriends if I would like to. But I am not sure that is right. I am still growing and learning what a lasting and fulfilling relationshiip should start with.

There are 2 ranks between him and I in the company. The fact I will report to him directly on this project is tricky to me, I will have to careful with my direct boss and need to keep him informed at every stage if not invovled. I am not sure if he thinks I have the capability to handle the project as he said or because this is a risky project and if it doesn't go anywhere, it is easier to write it off because a less seniro person like me managed it.

P.S. my last thread is at http://web.wenxuecity.com/BBSView.php?SubID=kghy&MsgID=683709