ic, you are on the opposite of what Windy2009 have experienced

You want attention from others. You want more attention from your mom and dad, but they were busy with their own lives. Visits are not same as live together and try to "fix" you as what they wanted. I can see your eagerness for some guidance from your parents.
Let me tell you, that is a completely differnce situation.

Maybe you want to tell us more about your childhood and adolescence with another page