I think I will try. But it is hard for me to say nothing when

she is so unreasonable. My father is afraid of her and he likes to play double faces. Even he knows my mom is not right, he always started to attack me as he is the guardian of my mom, and that hurts me so much.

My life is hard here but i still tried to please them. I bought MP3 they like, and clothes, shoes, and I bring them some places. I even sent them clothes when they were in china ( i know China has all but i just show them my heart)...I can never satisfy them. Finally I am a so bad daughter in their eye

THank you anyway for your help.
Ok, no more writing.. just feel more hurt w