To alazycatinsd-

alazycatinsd, I really think you won't have a good end with C. But i have to say you re the one who has to take the responsibility for this. You are have self-esteem problem. sorry to say that. But it is evident, you do not respect yourself just by the facts in you love story you told us . you behave like a Playgirl and Man cannot respect a playgirl but just play with them!