Years ago, I was playing the role as this C, my husband was "you

I knew my hu*****and back then my BF has sensed that, as sharp as him, he definitely can sense it. But he didn't say anything, and still gave me a lot of love.
Everytime, when I saw his trusting but insecure eyes, my desire for other flings was getting less and less.
I did appreciate my hu*****and wasn't pushing me by pointing it out what he sensed and gave me time to decide....