everybody has moments when they cannot hold their temper

if gzlady feels what she wrote was on the spur of the moment and was inappropriate, it's understandable that she would want to delete it. if you don't have any sense of shame, that doesn't mean other people do not either. that was a gesture of respect for you too. please just let it go. 

and a reminder for you:  "内心强大" is not equal to being delusional and totally disregarding evidence and reality.  otherwise it's called "egomaniac."