回复：回复：Wait until you receive your green card.

It's hard also in China right now.
Don't give up until you try everything here. Life is not easy here and there. You can go back to have a look.

I believe this hard time will be over soon in a couple of months. Then you have your GC, your new life will be brighter. Sometime the difficult time is a good thing to test the relationship between you and rest of your family members.

Good luck,