唉，顶风为hs说几句

"他纠缠半天, 不是还是为了满足自己的需要, RAPE之前是肉体的欲求, 十几年后是自我的满足"

如果非这么说， 谁做任何事不是为自己呢？ Ok, a poor person donated lots of money. We could say it makes him/her happy because of the donation. That is for his own happiness.

If A love B, then it's understandable A believe He could give B happiness.

ooops, got to run. If we believe HS truely loves JN, then we could understand him. Although he is far away from perfect, he is not that horriable.

As a matter of fact, in the real world, I even could say him as a good person.