ZT:一个妻子 真实的倾诉..--大家小心!

Sorry that I can only type English now. I alway come here several times a day to check you guys messages. But lately, I have been very upset, upset. I need your advises if possible.

Last yeear about the same time, I almost got killed by my hu*****and - he lost a lot of money on stock market, and I did not known anything until I talk with him one day. My parents were here last year, and with their help, I forgave him and life went on as usual. I just told myself: money is money! If he is OK in the future, we still can be together.

But I was wrong!!!!!

Last week, I found out that he was playing on stock market again, and as of today, he already lost nearly $20,000. I was terrified when I knew that! and now nobody with me, not my mom, not my dad. I do not want to call them and tell them what happened to me this year again. But I really want somebody to listen to me, otherwise, I am dying......

He is a nice person. But I never had passion with him since I knew hime 14 years ago. at this age - 36 - the only thing I want to do is to leave him, to get rid off him. But I have two kids already! What can I do? What on the earth is going on with me? I just want to die!