还是无法面对原支持的部门

I know that a job can lift me off a state of crisis financially and emotionally, but also offer me an option for bigger/better things in the future.  However, I just can't make myself work w/ the division I used to support due to the circumstance around the layoff.  The division 是我们买来的公司，支持他们本来就是吃力不讨好的活，但我还是卖力的支持那些VP/Directors.  Layoff时他们没帮我（我不是他们招的），而是3个月后把我的位子post了出来。