To needadvice7

I am sorry I wouldn't type Chinese here. When I saw your post, tears were full of my eyes. Your story is like one of my best friends. I understand what you suffer. My friend's hu*****and is the same as yours, who treated her like a dog, used to say bad words to abuse her. He laughed at her, said that she was a poor woman. Actually she supported the family, and he worked 3 years totally for a few companies in 10 years marriage, the longest 1 year, the short 3 months. When they tried to divorce, he also threaten to kill her. She left home which she bought without mortgage, that year her daughter was 7 years old. She moved to tight security apartment. She told me that I tried hard to keep a family for child until the child turned 18 years, however I wouldn't , I was dying, I decided to reborn for myself. She got divorced by giving him apartment,daughter, money. That is sad eh. Now my friend have a peaceful, normal and happy life with her daughter after 5 years separation.
I understand your situation. The people who have normal life wouldn't feel your pain, your struggle. Remember, you couldn't change him. Bless you!!!!!