Depressed? Look at me

The first interview went through 5 people including Patel. The hiring manager, the young lady was very nice to me and said I was the first one being interviewed and would definitely contact me later on... When? don't know, maybe after I die.
My second interview went through 3 people including Patel - One of the hiring manager. The damned HR gave me a wrong address. I was 5 minutes late for the Patel. The damned HR was 20 minutes late after two directors finished interviewing me. I heard that I was not the only one tricked.
The third one,today, was nothing. The director said he would contact me within a couple of weeks...Go hell!

If God ask me to die, what can I do?