Thanks for all couraging message

Thanks for all. Yesterday was sort of tough, but at the same time cannot really feel the pain till the moment lying on the bed, feeling a suddent empty.
Even it's been anticipated since this May, but still cannot help feeling lost. Actually my hu*****and started job hunting quite earlier, but big mistake we had was that we still looked internally, expecting company can pay the relocation package back to France. It turned out all the opportunities were closed up in the last minutes, including internal transfer. But anyway this is an experience in our life, even we don't want our advanture in US finishs in this way.
Wish everyone good holiday season, even for some families, it will be one of toughest Christmas.