回复：回复：为什末总是我运气差？

Thanks for your notes. I am not a person asking too much, just a secure status so that I can go back to China to see my family. But it seems even such a simple request is a pain for my in my life.

Just so damn jealous of those people who can get what they need. So jealous of those people they donot even care about it as much as I care, but they have it already!

It that true: the more you care , the less chance you can have it ? If so , why ? why should I pretend that I don't care it ? 难道上天一定要弄人？