My parents wish me to have the baby adopted and I also know that may be the best choice for me and for the baby. But I love the baby so much and I wish to keep him.
In fact, I still wish the baby's father to come back to me one day. It seems to be stupid. But we were so good together and we broke up without any solid reasons as long as I know.
I will wait to see what I should do next.
Best regards!