谢谢楼上各位。就是因为pension才在这儿呆了这么久。

但距离我领pension的道路还很遥远。第一关得"vested",还要等5，6年。然后才能踏上集分，累积工作年限的道路。我老板是铁了心要找我的碴，这次事件就是绝好的例子。大老板很难揣摸：她清楚我老板对我不公平，打击报复，但她有她自己的考虑，不会总站在我这一边。

Leaving the government job and pension is a very difficult decision to me. To be honest, I don't know if I'll regret my decision later。 现在中国有个很流行的说法：有钱才能任性。我没有钱，可能应该忍气吞声，委曲求全，but I feel I will go insane if I continue to work for my boss. I have been asking myself many times if it's worth to suffer now for possible future benefits and i still don't know the right answer.