"I surfer. I read. I think. I write. All of these sharpen my thought, steering my mind to clarity." That's my way to live, to work, to breathe." That's me - me I know it's me - my niche on Earth, my mission, my gift from God - I gotta make good use of such heckuva drive to write, a fabric of my thought - gone forever if I don't write down. Jot down some random thought of this moment.
寂寞 is the battery to power me up for doing something beyond who I'm reaching around physically - let my thought fly up to sky, traveling the globe via my blog posts - God's inspiration! 寂寞 drives me to surfer, to search, to read, to think, to write. Thus, I embrace 寂寞, my prayers alone in alone space, hideout. 寂寞 is essential to my life.
I thought like car: 寂寞 is like idle speed control (***) actuator, essential for engin to run continiously - no idle speed control, you don't have engine. Period. So, give yourself permission to do-nothing time - let your mind wonder or marvel by walking around - let the nature of your brain take its course - Bingo, creativity pops out!
寂寞是剑客高手修行无相悟性得道的不二法门;也是思想家作家灵感的融浆焙育到达迸发火山口的过程。
((***) - An idle air control actuator or idle air control valve (IAC actuator/valve) is a device commonly used in fuel-injected vehicles to control the engine's idling RPM. In carburetted vehicles a similar device known as an idle speed control actuator is used. Idle air control actuator - Wikipedia
(I went back to check. That's now: "对不起, 您所访问的博客不存在或已被博主关闭! ". Sad! Some insightful readers showed their kindness - I didn't get chance to say "thank-you!"
Reading some old posts, I rediscovered above comments from a reader I've never met. That's triggered by reading the following posts this morning (references). Some say "don't you have better things to do?"
"I read. I think. I write. All of these sharpen my thought, steering my mind to clarity." That's my way to live, to work, to breathe." That's me - me I know it's me - my niche on Earth, my mission, my gift from God - I gotta make good use of such heckuva drive to write. 寂寞 is the battery to power me up for doing something beyond who I'm reaching around physically - let my thought fly up to sky, traveling the globe via my blog posts - God's inspiration!