I wish I wasn't

Heather Headley - I Wish I Wasn¡¯t I¡¯m home alone again And you¡¯re out hangin¡¯ with your friends So you say Somehow I know it¡¯s not quite that way It¡¯s getting pretty late And you haven¡¯t checked on me all day When I called you didn¡¯t answer Now I¡¯m feelin¡¯ like you¡¯re ignorin¡¯ me I wish that you were home Holdin¡¯ me tight in your arms And I wish I could go back To the day before we met And skip my regret I wish I wasn¡¯t in love with you So you couldn¡¯t hurt me It just ain¡¯t fair the way you treat me No, you don¡¯t deserve me Wasted my time thinkin¡¯ ¡®bout you And you ain¡¯t never gon¡¯ change I wish I wasn¡¯t in love with you So I wouldn¡¯t feel this way When you touch me my heart melts (And anything you did wrong I forgive) Yeah, yeah So you play me and take advantage Of the love that I feel for you Why you wanna hurt me so bad I believed in you that¡¯s why I¡¯m so mad Now I¡¯m drowning in disappointment And it¡¯s hard for me to even look at you I wish that you were home, oh, yes, I do Holdin¡¯ me tight in your arms, ooh, baby And I wish I could go back To the day before we met And skip my regret I wish I wasn¡¯t in love with you So you couldn¡¯t hurt me (I don¡¯t wanna hurt no more) It just ain¡¯t fair (It just ain¡¯t fair, no) the way you treat me No, you don¡¯t desert me (You, you) Wasted my time thinkin¡¯ ¡®bout you And you ain¡¯t never gon¡¯ change (You ain¡¯t never gonna change) I wish I wasn¡¯t (I wasn¡¯t in love) in love with you So I wouldn¡¯t feel this way (I wouldn¡¯t feel this way) Said you care about me, but from what I see I ain¡¯t feelin¡¯ that, so I disagree Gave you all my love and understanding And you treated me like your enemy So leave me alone, don¡¯t bother to follow me Now just go back where you came from This house is no longer your home You are not welcome no, no, no more, no more I wish I wasn¡¯t in love with you So you couldn¡¯t hurt me (You couldn¡¯t hurt me, baby) It just ain¡¯t fair (It just ain¡¯t fair) the way you treat me (The way you treat me) No, you don¡¯t deserve me (You don¡¯t deserve me, baby) Wasted my time (Oh, oh) thinkin¡¯ ¡®bout you (Thinkin¡¯ about you) And you ain¡¯t never gon¡¯ change (You¡¯re never gonna change, never gonna change) I wish I wasn¡¯t in love with you So I wouldn¡¯t feel this way I wish I wasn¡¯t in love with you So you couldn¡¯t hurt me (You couldn¡¯t hurt me this bad) It just ain¡¯t fair (It ain¡¯t fair) the way you treat me (No, it ain¡¯t fair) No, you don¡¯t deserve me (You don¡¯t deserve me, my love) Wasted my time (Ooh) thinkin¡¯ ¡®bout you (Thinkin¡¯ about you) And you ain¡¯t never gon¡¯ change (You ain¡¯t gonna never change) I wish I wasn¡¯t (Wasn¡¯t) in love with you (In love with you) So I wouldn¡¯t feel this way Hear you knockin¡¯ at the door again I¡¯m wonderin¡¯ should I let you in I open up the door and see The flowers for me, so beautiful in your hand You start beggin¡¯ me to take you back I¡¯ve always been a sucker for romance And before you know it I could see it, you¡¯re all over me Oh, no, here I go again I wish I wasn¡¯t in love with you So you couldn¡¯t hurt me   down....