我有时候后悔没有提前一天让她走。她最后一天挺痛苦的。到最后时刻我实在不忍心看她受苦，深夜抱着她去emergency pet care那里让她走的。她的心跳停止的那一刻，我趴在她身上哭了。她看着那么安详，但我知道她再也不会醒来了。很难过。我女儿坚决不让我送她安乐死。她那晚哭得很伤心。
那个vet很贴心。在给我们寄骨灰盒的时候，还给我们寄了一首诗和她的脚印。
这首诗也送给你。
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.
He will not die. He lives on in your heart! Hugs
