You poor thing. They have their limitations.

Be independent first. Then, to your parents, do whatever that won't make you regret later. If the relationship is not nurturing, at least do not let it be torturing -- you can stay away from them, cut your emotional tie to them.

Be close to those positive people and those who can give you support emotionally. Trust yourself, be strong, be happy.

Believe or not, to many of us, our parents are not really as loving as we used to think. They are rather selfish. We can still love ourselves, we can still hold up to our believes of love from other people, the loving kind of people.

Hugs.