No problem:).
I feel frustrated, 因为这种事情发生过很多次,不仅造成mistakes, 还造成同事之间关系变得扭曲,同事变得想要perform, 不想让人觉得自己不行, 所以抓住事情就埋头做,因此造成不少mistakes, 这次是比较大的。
--> Nothing wrong that coworkers want to perform and every boss wants to see it - you can get used to it and be more competitive. Next time, you will reply the email to everyone that you will take care of it if you believe you are the right person to handle it.
我不觉得我比他smarter,可是我不知道boss 有什么原因不作为。
--> The resaons behind it could be various which could be totally out of your control and your boss doesn't have to explain everything to you. Your boss has his power to make it the way you wanted but he might have his concerns or his ways to handle things. Or, maybe, at least, he was happy about the fact that someone stepped up to help even though it didn't work out well.
事实上,我boss的boss对这个mistake也非常不高兴。
--> It shouldn't be the reason to make you more upset or not. Your boss and your boss's boss will take care of each other.
可能是我太小人了,我觉得他就想在同事之间making balance, 不想任何人出头,然后他可以 in charge.
--> If it is true, it is normal. Congratulations you are not alone