Things you cared about are:

(1)我就可以专门做研究设计和方案的撰写，这些我都擅长。另外我能有精力学习一些新东西 (ambition)

(2)我并不想做什么统计师或SAS programmer (ambition)

(3)但presentation都是他去做的，我觉得没有visibility(aggressive)，

(4)开始对我的assignment不那么积极了(authority)

(5)在我休假期间开始指挥我们部门唯一跟我做过那个数据库的data analyst (authority)

(6)让我去team presentation, 然后team的人只邀请我参加会议(aggressive)

So, you have your own agenda, you need authority to direct others, you need exposure in front the management, you need capacity to win over Sr. Director ......nothing wrong with your desires.....but you picked a fight every time your desire was not fufilled.....

As I often joked with my colleagues , an "expert" is such a person who is able to provide technical solution to support a political issue, or to solve a technical issue with political solution, depending on which way could maximize own his interest.  Look at people around you, they are experts, aren't they. 

you are not there yet.

所有跟帖： 

• 恩，你分析得太对了，我犯了错误，只是没有意识到。 我在心理上藐视了他们。尽管我在有些问题上表面上服从 -wolikeyou- ♀ (2202 bytes) () 08/20/2015 postreply 13:15:11

• 关于expert,说的太精辟了,学到了:） -天蝎- ♀ (0 bytes) () 08/21/2015 postreply 00:28:00