不知如何, 你的帖子让人感觉非常的沉重和forcing, 而生育和养育小孩应该是辛苦却又幸福的事。 it almost sounds like that you need to convince yourself that having those two babies are the right decisions and your husband wouldn't be an issue.
Anyways, sincerely wish you the best luck and everything goes well for you.
Anyways, sincerely wish you the best luck and everything goes well for you.